wonder....

I wonder sometimes, when I sit alone sipping my coffee

Whether this heady feeling of love will ever fade

I wonder sometimes, when I sit staring at the rain

Whether this habit I have become will wane out

I wonder sometimes, when I walk out of my bath

Whether you will be repulsed when you unbutton my top

I wonder sometimes, when I make myself dinner

Whether this intoxication will one day cease

I wonder sometimes, when I lie on my bed

Whether the first time you touch me will be the last

I wonder sometimes, when I wake up to the sun

Whether this face you call pretty will ever turn ugly

I wonder……..