emotions

Sometimes people make you feel so inadequate, they manage to shake the entire foundation on which your entire belief system was based. Does it mean that the belief system and foundation is so weak and it could crumble so easily. 

Today, i woke up smiling and i told myself that i would have a beautiful day. I had a beautiful morning and was looking forward to the day. But the minute the clock struck noon, from sporting a nice happy face in the morning it suddenly became pale and dull and sad. I wonder why i let someone yield such power over my emotions. 

I am not someone who is weary to criticism but there is a limit of it all. I can be pushed to the wall but there will be a time when i will want to push back, and i will. I will myself not to very often and that is the problem. The day i do push back will be terrible for me cause i will fall and have no one around who will be able to put the pieces back together. 

I am extremely sad at this moment and i just wish that my evening is better.......